I am agnostic instead of atheist

 

    Since I was a sophomore in my 2nd second of National Taiwan University, I started working from day to night, over 12 hours per day to earn my living and school fees by myself without family support. I was struggling with my living expenses, I was used to eating some rotten fruits, buying some cheap lunch boxes(under NTD$ 50 per meal), and finding various types of part-time jobs in school. I had no time to study, to go to church on Sunday, or even shopping to buy necessary goods. Lasting over half of a year, I found that I do not need to pray to God anymore or go to church as I can be an independent girl in a foreign country. After that, I have not been to church again.

    If someone asked me if I am an atheist, I would say not, because I still believe in God. However, I need the knowledge to prove the existence of God. I still need to keep curious about the knowledge that I don't know in the world. This is an interesting way to find the truth anytime and anywhere.